I don’t know exactly how to put my finger on it, but somehow I’m enjoying ministry more now than I ever have. These days are challenging for me, to say the least, but for some reason my stress level is down and my enjoyment level is up. How is that possible?
- I’ve got an incredible staff that is truly developing into a team. These folks are talented, and Spirit-led, and I trust them with my life. That’s saying a lot. I can’t stress enough how much the people you’re doing life with affect your outlook. And “the people you do life with” is more than your spouse and kids.
- Things are progressing. Even though nothing has officially happened yet, I can sense RPC moving toward where we need to be. Although I can’t verbalize it yet, I sense the promise of great things for us just over the next hill.
- I’m learning better ways to evaluate what we’re doing. In short, I’m paying more attention to stories of lifechange and less attention to numbers or circumstances.
- I’m learning to turn it over. And I think, because of my personality type (any High D’s in the house?) this is something I’ll always struggle with. But, like I shared with someone yesterday, I’m moving away from trying to make things happen and toward following God where he’s working. Leadership is much easier when you follow the Spirit as HE leads.
As I re-read this, I find myself asking the same question you may be asking: “Shouldn’t he have learned some of this by now?” And the answer is: I did. But sometimes I get busy and self-centered, and give up ground I’d already conquered and lessons I’d already learned. Which forces me to learn them all over again.
Surely I’m not the only one who moves backwards sometimes. Anyone feel like sharing?


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